What's in Your Future?

[Done-With-It!]

Someone I know recently reminded me of all the things I used to do, then I got into meth, since then I have been to busy trying to stay sober, and catch up on things I got behind on, and just trying to get myself back to a healthy physical and mental state. It's been exhausting.

I haven't seen my Mom in almost 2 years, the longest period in my life that I've not seen her, and it's driving me insane! I just found out I "WILL" be seeing her this Christmas for sure, which means I'll also see my best friend who haven't seen in years! I'm so EXCITED! And some of my other best friends who I haven't seen in so long!! I can't WAIT!!!!

I also just found out some really good news about something I wanted to do, that I'm doing in 2 weeks.

And I decided a couple of weeks ago that I need to go see my cousin, so I'm going to Arizona next year on her birthday and kidnap her, but not tell her I'm coming. I haven't talked to her in far too long. We've let life keep us too busy lately. Our last vacation together was Hawaii far too long ago, . I also have to make a plan to go see my sister and her kids too, lol, our last trip was a Wild
Wild Vegas one. I think we'll just stay home.

On top of that somewhere down the line, I'm going to Vegas, skiing, and camping.
I'm not sure when. But I just added it to my 43things.com
I haven't thought about my future in so long, I've been so worried about my present, past and everyone else.
Now I just need to go work like 80 hours a week. :biggrin:

What's inYOURFUTURE?

[icthus77]

lol thats great hun i am happy u are going to see ur family. and i know what u mean about thinking about the present. however lately for me i cant get my mind off of my future. but anyway i am sooooooo hjappy for u that u are going to see ur family and all. best wishes, safe travels, and happy meetings lol. ill be praying for u

[annihilate_me]

It's great that you get to go see your family! In all your travelings please remember to stay safe!

[Done-With-It!]

Oh, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. Not till around Xmas at least, and then after that.. I'm going to just work a lot till then, well I'll play some too.
I think I'm going to go ride a bull next weekend, lol.

[recoveringcutter]

whats in my future????

1. i might be able to see my girlfriend (i haven't in about a month)
2. not sure or not but i will be giving my friend a tour of my high school. (she's new to our school district and she's not sure of where everything is at.. and she's a freshmen this year)
3. i will start my first counseling session in about 2 days
4. hmm... not sure what else

[heather]

Wow DWI that is great!! Even if it is in awhile the future always gives you hope doesn't it? I have noticed that when i let my ambitions go I get more upset. I am really happy you are doing well, you deserve it, you help all of us non stop. Bull riding sounds pretty awsome, too. Let me know how everything works out!!

[Done-With-It!]

Originally Posted by heather

Wow DWI that is great!! Even if it is in awhile the future always gives you hope doesn't it? I have noticed that when i let my ambitions go I get more upset. I am really happy you are doing well, you deserve it, you help all of us non stop. Bull riding sounds pretty awsome, too. Let me know how everything works out!!

Ah thanks sweetie. It's been a long time since I've even thought about the future. lol, the bull rididng is a mechanical bull @ this place me and my friends go to on the Sunset Strip sometimes. I rode a bull or two when I was younger though, a real bull, lol

[recoveringcutter]

Originally Posted by Done-With-It!

Ah thanks sweetie. It's been a long time since I've even thought about the future. lol, the bull rididng is a mechanical bull @ this place me and my friends go to on the Sunset Strip sometimes. I rode a bull or two when I was younger though, a real bull, lol

i've always wanted to ride a bull.. but i've been afraid of breaking a bone..

[Done-With-It!]

They do break. I've broke some ribs, and my head, some fingers, but that was all on my horse. Nothing on the bulls. You have to learn how to hold on with your legs, and then learn how to fall off if you do. But it's not bad.

[Endorphin]

What awaits my future is blurry but it consists with going to school,
man i luv f'n texas schools man girls be lookin good as hell. Man and here i thought L.A had fine girls wtf was i trippin on lol. Oh and they gonna gimmie this class where i can like do all my work on a f'n computer Man thats gnona be so damn easy ima blow thru this crap like nothing i could be faded and still pass that ****.

[*silenced*]

Wow, DWI, that's sounds awsome, I'm glad you're gonna spend Christmas with your family! And riding a mechanical bull! Jesus, good luck!
And Endorphin, that's awsome that you're going to school, have fun, perhaps you'll get a girlfriend there? Sounds like a laugh, man!

As for my future, I am going back to school soon as well! Well, if I can. I'm gonna do this 1 year course GCSE thing, but I'm terrifyed that I'm not clever enough anymore, what if I fail!
Well, that's all I've got planned atm, but, you know, take it as it comes.

[Done-With-It!]

Endorphin Be Good! :biggrin: I'm glad to see you excited about school!

Saz!!! Your Going back to school!! I'm so excited!! Your going to do so good!!

LOL, Yea the bull is cool, there's padding and stuff, lol..it's funny



Of course Chy won't think so if I'm calling her from the ER! LOL

Yes, I'm excited for Christmas, I'm already getting more work right now, lol.