a small update

[recoveringcutter]

i don't know what happened.. it seems like ever since my relapse i've been doing better.. i mean yeah i was beat up that i blew 4 months but i'm working on recovery right now.

i guess all i really needed was a hobby or somethng and i found one.. i've been making ducttape roses and SI awareness duct tape wristbands.. the money i make from the SI awareness duct tape writsbands i plan on donating to a SI foundtaion.. me and girl in another teen advice site wanted to know how to make one so she can help make them where she lives at and she bought up the idea for all the moeny we make from making the wristbans we can donate to a Si foundation and i tought it was a great..

but any way off that topic... i'm still in counseling and i don't know how much longer i'm going to be in counseling.. i have a session tomorrow and i don't know if i should tell her about me relapse or not.. some session don't last long, mostly because i've been doing good..

when i first started counseling i remember my session lasted for like an hour. one session was only 15 or 20 minutes and that was when i was doing great.

i have had a job interview in the past week and i hope to get the job.. if i do i will be working 4:30-9:30 (i hope to get that shift) and i will be get health care, dental plans and so on.. and i don't have to work weekends. and the pay is about $8.00 and hour..

i'm also working on another teen story about a girl who battles with SI for a long time and finally gets the courage to tell her mom and finds out her mom also SI when she was her daughters age..

so thats whats been going on with me.. OH i also got my leraners permit once again) so i can't start practicing driving.. my mom said that she might let drive up to michigan to meet my gf.. but of course my mom will have to be there when i drive..

[NoOneCanHearYou]

Sounds like you are doing pretty well for yourself!!!! ^___^ I'm glad to hear that your hobby has made it easier for your recovery, and anytime you want to go global for those SI wristbands, I'll be sure to buy one!!