My Update.

[angelchica]

So I havent been here in ohhh i dont know... 10 months maybe, so heres an update, if anyone feels this needs to be moved elsewhere, feel free to move it.


Last time i came here, i was having problems with cutting, drinking, smoking, anxiety, andddd pills.

I must say, I'm awfully proud of myself. I no longer cut, I havent cut for about 9 months now. I still have temptations, but i now know how to cope.

I do still drink, but once every like 3 months, and its only like maybe one shot, or 2 beers... nothing extraordenary.

I still smoke, I'm down to maybe like 1 cigarette per day, if that. i can go up to about a week without smoking.

My anxiety attacks still occur, but less frequently, I recently moved into my current boyfriends house, where its alot less stressful, and i can actually have someone talk to me and try to calm me down when i have an attack.

I no longer have any xanax, or ativan, or anything of the sort. My mother went into rehab yet again a few months ago for popping pills like those, and it made me realize i don't want to be like her, i want my life to be as far away from that as possible.

I no longer talk to my ex, or ex's i should say, i don't know if i've told the stories about any of them, if i havent, then just let me know, and i'll explain why its for the better that i have cut them completely out of my life.


I'm doing alot better all together. I have gotten myself back into school, I'm now going for a certifercate in Accounting, and I work a part time job for Bealls department stores. My current boyfriend and his mother have been supporting me the whole way, and honestly if it werent for them... I dont think i would have cleaned up my act at all.

[Hope4life]

Hey girl, you have came so far and I'm proud of you! You have accomplished a lot. It is great that you have big goals and are working towards them. I'm sure that you will give a lot of people hope. You put a smile on my face today. I like to see people achieve their dreams and better themselves. You are doing great.

I will continue to read your posts and check your updates to see how you're doing. I'm here cheering you on!

[Clippedwings]

Well done hun, its so great to hear things are going well for you.

You should be very proud of yourself!

[pink_lucie]

wow your doing well arnt ya!

[Kellie]

Thanks for sharing with us... I am very happy to hear that things are improving for you and congrats on 9 months of not cutting or harming yourself.
I hope we will get to see more of you around here.

Cioa' for now,
Kellie

[Dreamz]

Good for you - you sound like you're really working things out. I know I didn't know you before but judging by your update - I can imagine where you're coming from so

!~WAY TO GO YOU~!

Originally Posted by angelchica

I no longer talk to my ex, or ex's i should say, i don't know if i've told the stories about any of them, if i havent, then just let me know, and i'll explain why its for the better that i have cut them completely out of my life.

Originally Posted by angelchica

If they were bad news then you've done the right thing in getting them out fo your life. One thing I have learnt that sometimes even if it hurts you have to do what you know is right for you. I had to basically break-up with my best friend - she was like a sister because when we were together we were trouble - bad influences on each other! I have since vut that peron from my life and although at first I felt them missing - I know it was the right thing for me to do!!!