i hate him so much

[recoveringcutter]

i am getting sick and tired of my dad.. all he does is yell.. if i do anything worng, all he does is yell.. he thinks yeling is the solution to what ever i do wrong.

he was off for three days which wsa total hell, he did nothing bu yell at me. when he wanted help cleaning out the addict it was going ok.. he told to throw the things away in the front yard, well when he came down he went of yelling saying "JON I TOLD YOU TO THROW THE THINGS AWAY I TOLD YOU TO, NOW DIDN'T I?" but when he came back in he said he was "sorry" and said that he didn't relize we had that much stuff in the addict..

we have stuff up in the addict sense i wsa about 5 years old.. and that same day he told me to take the trash out and i forgot.. so he thought yelling would help and yelled "JON I TOLD YOU TO TAKE THE TRASH OUT AND THIS IS THE 3RD TIME I'M TELLING YOU!"

today was going great. i was cleaning my room (it needed it) well when my mom came mom they had dinner and everythig was going good. my dad wanted to go to mijers to get a few things and i decided to go. we were not even to end of the road, he was telling my mom that i need to start doing things around the house and other crap. this kept up for about 15 minutes and i wanted to SI but i was glad that i had a rubber band with me.. i wanted to cry but i didn't want them to ask why i was crying..

my dad is the type of person who will yell at you then a few minutes later he will play mr. nice guy..

every time i stand up for myself he will still yell. i'm getting really sick and tired of being around him.. thats pretty much why i don't talk to him any more

[Chy]

(( jon))) just sending you some hugs tonight.

[recoveringcutter]

thanks