this has got to be the weirdest week ever!

[pink_lucie]

Monday go into college normal

Tuesday day off and i end up seeing my ex who lives in birmingham and i love so much. i was so happy that night i couldnt stop smiling and laughing and it was amazing feeling so happy again.

Then wednesday i get chucked out of college, i cant stop crying and my depression comes back.

Last night things with my mum was really bad had a argument with my dad cos he wouldnt sell the house for the 15,000 rehab frees. Once again my depression got the worst of me and i nearly tried to kill myself again, but my friend talked me out of it.

Today my best friend tells me shes pregnant, im on shock right now i just have no idea what to do.


This has been such a massive rollercoaster of emotions this week, i just have no idea how to take it all in.

[Kellie]

I know you probably get tired of me saying this, but it is the only way I can manage my own life.
This is exactly why we are encouraged to stay in the moment. Why it is important to notice the small things in life, to engage in the here and now.
You have a ton of stuff going on there is no doubt about that.
What is most important to you... your friends pregnancy, an old flame, a dispute with a family member, leaving this world, getting back into school?
I am hoping that getting back in to school is your priority... but that is a logical thing to hope for.
Maybe it is a blessing in disguise, maybe college is not for you right now.
Only you know that GG.
You focus on you and what is best for you.
Look around yourself and notice the beauty in textures, colors and the seemingly mundane... take a deep breath and prioritize and take it one step at a time, one day at a time.
Big Hugs to you darlin'
Kellie

[pink_lucie]

awww thank you

[Chy]

Phew here's to a better week for you GG... no way should your dad sell the house for rehab fees!

[Dreamz]

Hey GG, Hope things are getting better. Hope this week goes ok. How are things now.

Some weeks are major, some weeks aren't. You just have to deal as best you can. Just breath in and out and deal with one thing at a time. We are never served more than we can handle, Just try and believe in yourself - from what I know of you, you're a fiesty determined person and I know that you have the strength to pull yourself through this!!!