Days Like This

[*silenced*]

I was listening to this song, and it just made me think, there are gonna be good days, and bad days, but we just have to work towards what is good and honest and beautiful in the world and I have faith that we're all gonna get there someday.
It dosn't have to be perfect, but just when the parts of the puzzle start to look like they fit.

When it's not always raining
there'll be days like this
When there's noone complaining
there'll be days like this
Everything falls into phase
like the flick of a switch
Well my momma told me
there'll be days like this

When you don't need to worry
there'll be days like this
When noone's in a hurry
there'll be days like this
When you don't get betrayed
by that old Judas kiss
Oh my momma told me
there'll be days like this

When you don't need an answer
there'll be days like this
When you don't meet a chancer
there'll be days like this
When all the parts of the puzzle
start to look like they fit
Then I must remember
there'll be days like this

When everyone is upfront
and they're not playing tricks
When you don't have no freeloaders
out to get their kicks in
When it's nobody's business
the way that you wanna live
I just have to remember
there'll be days like this

When noone steps on my dreams
there'll be days like this
When people understand what I mean
there'll be days like this
When you bring out the changes
of how everything is
Well my momma told me
there'll be days like this

Oh my momma told me
there'll be days like this

[annihilate_me]

We will get there eventually. It takes time, but we'll get there.

How are you doing?

[*silenced*]

We will indeed.

I'm ok, getting clean the hospital way, on treatment for addiction - the NHS pays for my kicks now. And taking all different combo's of HIV pills, see which one works, it's a long process, and in the mean time, is making me rather sick and to be honest, really frustrated with it all. Which in turn is making me want to say, **** this, go score a few bags and ruin all my hard work.
But, I'll be alright, I'm going away for a bit with my sponser, go to the seaside, get some fresh air to quit the nausea and get away from temptation from old dealers. I'll be back in about a week.

How are you?

[BM <3]

I love Van Morrison and that song :]

I'm glad you've realized that Silenced.
Good thing's take time, especially sobriety.

[annihilate_me]

Originally Posted by *silenced*

We will indeed.

I'm ok, getting clean the hospital way, on treatment for addiction - the NHS pays for my kicks now. And taking all different combo's of HIV pills, see which one works, it's a long process, and in the mean time, is making me rather sick and to be honest, really frustrated with it all. Which in turn is making me want to say, **** this, go score a few bags and ruin all my hard work.
But, I'll be alright, I'm going away for a bit with my sponser, go to the seaside, get some fresh air to quit the nausea and get away from temptation from old dealers. I'll be back in about a week.

How are you?

It's good to hear that you're doing well. Recovery is going to be a long grueling process, but believe me it's worth it!

[*silenced*]

Hey, got back from a the week away, it was good just to relax and try not to worry too much.
But now I'm back it all starts again!
I hope you have all had a good week?
I wont be around for a few days because I have a long process of hospital stuff to get through the next few days, I am so tired and getting kinda ill at the moment, need to be looked after to make sure I don't get worse.
Hope you are all well and happy? If not that, then alive and willing to try to get well and happy.

[icthus77]

Well I am glad you are back and I am sad I just now see this post but I hope things go well for you. I liked what you had to say..its true it will take time but I believe you can get there and so can everyone. I am praying for you and report back as soon as you can. *hugs*

[*silenced*]

Thank you very much.
Yes, hospital was boring, tiring...etc, but that's over now and hopefully these drugs will work and not make me sick and I feel better now. It was a bit hectic, in and out, being seen when I could be and such, but the doctors and nurses are lovely and they helped me out tons so, it's all good.
I hope everyone is ok?

[annihilate_me]

Hey! It's good to hear the doctors and nurses are treating you nicely and that things are working out for you. I'm really glad to hear you're alright.

[BM <3]

Hospitals are the worst! I hate going to them even for a simple one day appointment. Glad you're out of there now.

Hopefully you only get better from here on. Great to hear that you're doing better!