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02-21-2010, 05:03 pm
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Updateee
It has been a longgg time since I've posted here. Sorry about that. Life has been busy, and confusing. I just recently got married: ) yay. lol. and had been doing pretty well. I just recently cut after not doing it for a good 6 months. I dont understand why I do it or how to channel it into something else. I am pretty good at resisting the temptation to cut, as I had to do it during the 6 months.
I hate the way I hurt the people around me when I do it. Especially my husband. And I hate the way I act when I feel the way I do. I dont understand why I need so much reassurance by my loved ones that they still love me. Why I'm so worried that my husband will want some one else. That I'm not good enough. It is so frustrating to feel this way. I dont want to. Ugh. Sorry about the ramble but help would be great. I'm so lost and confused.
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Im /sorry/ but I {think} I failed to mension> That I lied at my +very+ first confession I was the <chapstick> in your purse, to keep you -smooth. I was the finger in your ~throat, to [keep/ you cute.        
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02-22-2010, 05:45 am
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I am glad you reached out Miss(ash.... Others with experience with cutting will be along to help you I am sure.
It takes time in life for us to work on ourselves so that we feel secure. The thing is, that void that we feel can only be filled by ourselves. I learned a long time ago that someone could reassure me 24/7 how much they loved me, but if I did not love myself that would not matter or make me feel good for very long. We really do have to love ourselves from the "inside" out. Can you get into therapy or have you already been? As much as we would like, we cannot expect others to make us feel as good as we want to feel, and it really is unfair to put that much responsibility on another... PLEASE Do keep coming back for support. We will all walk right beside you and hopefully help you understand that you ARE worthy and you ARE loved and you ARE a gift to this world. Hope
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02-22-2010, 03:48 pm
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Glad to see you back. Sometimes we need constant reminders, support and just need to re-evaluate our recovery. So take a moment to go back through the SH threads here and remind yourself why don't want to drift back there. I hope you'll find something that will click for you!
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Be well, Chy  
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