Running

[PurplePeach]

I'm feeling like I want to run away. I do this alot.Not physically,but emotionally. Just,pick up whatever emotions I have and get away from the people who cause them(not necessarily bad feelings). Leave them behind and come back some other day when life is different and times are awkard between us. I do it so often. I've come back recently,to the people I ran from,and now I want to run again. It seems everytime I meet someone new, I'm running from someone else. And school is starting,and it is so easy for me to run when I'm at school.

I'm so scared of who I am, and who I might end up being if I just hold on for the ride and stay put. Fear.

[Done-With-It!]

Originally Posted by PurplePeach

I'm feeling like I want to run away. I do this alot.Not physically,but emotionally. Just,pick up whatever emotions I have and get away from the people who cause them(not necessarily bad feelings). Leave them behind and come back some other day when life is different and times are awkard between us. I do it so often. I've come back recently,to the people I ran from,and now I want to run again. It seems everytime I meet someone new, I'm running from someone else. And school is starting,and it is so easy for me to run when I'm at school.

I'm so scared of who I am, and who I might end up being if I just hold on for the ride and stay put. Fear.

I want to run all the time, and I often do, but you know what happens usually when I do that? I want to run right back, lol, but then sometimes I've run so far away I've lost the way to get back or lost the chance.

It's just not worth it, it ends up hurting more in the end. Dealing with whatever it is seems like it is going to hurt more, but in reality that hardly ever happens and when it does hurt less it.

I'm always scared of who I am, lol, I don't seem to see the same person everyone else seems. But there are days when that fear goes away.
You just have to keep fighting it. The thing about being scared of who you are is you can use that power and turn it into something great also.
It doesn't always have to be used against us like we think. Once we learn how to use it and then DO use it in the right way, it can really be Amazing, and Scary in a really good way. Keep that in mind sweetie.

Hang in there, your doing great..

[Chy]

The answer is in your own post, see if you can find it. *hugs*