my sob story of the day

[heathercooper]

well i guess this is where im supposed to be. I told this story to someone on a chat room today and they suggested that i visit this site so i guess ill put my sob story out there
well to start things i need to say that i was born addicted to heroin but i dont really ever venture into drugs pot here and there but only once in a blue moon. my dad went to prison when i was only a baby and to this day he is yet to tell me why. they have both been drug addicts for all of there lives. i got put on probation last year and was doing good but one day not to long ago when my mom and me went to the mall (she was high of course) she put some stuff into my purse with out me noing and got me into big trouble and she had to go to rehab or prison. as you can guess she chose rehab and ever since then my dad has been getting drunk alot and when he does he gets really mad today he threatened my older sister and i had had enough so i went off on him and told him to go to h*** and walked out the door and called my grandma to come and get me. but when i got into the car he told me i wasnt going anywhere and to get my a** out of the car so i told him that if he wants me out he would have to drag me. so by then my grandma calmed him down and told him that i was going to her house tonight. he agreed only because of her but when i got here i cut myself again i had stopped for a week or two. But anyways i ended up telling my sister now her and my mother are the only ones who know. if only dear old dad knew how much stress he caused me anyways sorry to share my sob story but it really helped to vent
thanks
heather

[Chy]

OH honey I"m glad you shared your story! You have no idea how much it will help others in realizing they are not alone! You've had a rough beginning in life. I'm deeply touched. How long have you been self-harming? Have you ever been able to talk to a counselor or therapist? You have us now and we DO care about you.

[NoOneCanHearYou]

I agree with what Chy says....it is really great that you are telling us about what's going on in your life. My dad is the main cause of alot of my cutting too and it's really tough to get over something like this.

Stick with us and we'll help you out as much as possible!!!

[heathercooper]

i have talked to a consoler but i never told him about my cutting he kind of creeped me out but ive cut for four years my mom and sister just found out this christmas my dad still doesnt no

[Done-With-It!]

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. Is there any way you can go and live with your grandma?