Hopeless

[Chy]

Originally Posted by 2jules7

Question: I might be going in to the doctor for something else, if I ask him about all this will he be able to do anything? I dont want to go in and look dumb for asking- I mean what can he do but tell me to go talk to someone more professional, ya know?

It's hard to say what he will do, I speculate he may as most do who don't know how to deal with mental health issues beyond physical issues is throw some meds at you. But if he's a compassionate doc, he may be able to refer other doctors that have a good reputation with dealing with depressive/suicidal disorders. I know it's scary and glad to see you taking baby steps forward but don't take to long girl. I think you should tell your mom. She'll know one way or another eventually. It would be good to have some one close in the know anyway and to be there for you once they realize the severity of how distraught you are.

Miss D is right though, many people who are in your situation have such a great facade of "it's all okay, I'm okay", that's why we so often hear, "but she seemed so happy"....so make those calls, I'd do it for you if I could girl.

[2jules7]

Its like I know all these things, I just cant put anything into action. Im going crazy trying to figure everything out. I dont know how to tell her this time- without saying a lot of hurtful things. Im not one for cursing in front of my family, but I guess I dropped a couple 'f' words at my sister last night, which I have no recallection of doing. My head is so far gone that it doesnt seem possible for me to come out of this.