Went to see Eating Disorder Counselor today..

[renee18]

I went to see an Eating Disorder Counselor today and the session went fine. My best friend went with me and that made it easier for me. The woman is vey nice and caring and that she is investing her time in me. We agreed on a price I could pay for the sessions and know I just have to make the decision that this is what I want. At this point I am 90% wanting the help and 10% not wanting the help. But after today I do feel better about recieving profession help with my eating disorder. She told me to think about it and let her know. i am going to pray about it tonight and sleep on it and make a decision tomorrow. I will let you all know. I feel like a took a step forward today just talking to her.

Renee

[renee18]

Yes I am agreeing to treatment.

Renee

[Chy]

I'm so happy to hear this Renee! I hope she will be able to help you. Let us know how it goes. You are so courageous and I'm so very proud of you for taking this step!

[Bryson]

[Hopefloats]

(((Renee)))) this does take courage. I am wondering if your "10 percent" is that fear that we all feel when we know we are taking a HUGE step in changing our lives. There comes this strange comfort with things staying the way they are even when we know it is NOT good for us.

I am SO proud of you and SO SO glad that you are accepting of therapy. Remember ONE small step at a time, no matter HOW SMALL...... is still that step forward! Keep going, and we are all here for you.
Hope

[renee18]

Thanks so much for the encouragement. I will keep everyone update. My first session is on Wednesday. i am excited and a little nervous but it is time for a change.

Renee