just cant eat

[Anastasia513]

I just dont want to eat anymore..I am so SICK and tired of not being able to find clothes to fit me..and sick of people staring when i eat,sick of my family degrading me..yes i know im FAT ok im taking stupid slimquick diet pills, im eating right, im exercising..but apperantly its not good enough..here latlely all i want to do is stick my finger down my throat when im done eating,,i just feel disgusted with myself when i eat now..like i have a enough fat im sure ill be fine ..im just not gonna eat...

[Chy]

Achieving our weight goals is one of the most troubling thing I think us girls face in life.
God made each of us beautiful in our own right. At some point we have to be accepting of who we are continue to do our best to live healthy and keep the faith that we do achieve our goals with hard work. I know your frustration and am hearing you. Did you know stress can cause a huge set back when trying to achieve those goals? I think you are putting so much stress on yourself. It's tough to deal with when we don't like what we see in the mirror, I understand that. I'm not sure how old you are but if younger then 18 diet pills can be very harmful to you and when you quit them will only make it even more difficult. If you are exercising, eating healthy, staying away from sugars and fast foods you can't ask anything more of yourself. When we learn how to love ourselves and can accept the body given to us then things get easier to achieve. Some of us have to work very hard all our lives to maintain a healthy body. Some don't have to work at it all but it doesn't necessarily mean they are healthy. Not eating is the absolute worse thing you can do. So don't even go there as it's a road you never want to go down. Many here will tell you this. If you know you're doing everything possible and doing it the right way and still have trouble then see your doctor, often there are physical problems like thyroid issues that prevent people from maintaining a healthy weight. There can also be other contributing factors depending on your age. Don't beat yourself up girl, I'm sure you are very beautiful both inside as well as on the outside. Love yourself and the rest will come. *hugs*

[Hopefloats]

AMEN to what Chy said
Wishing you some Ana......
Please know I am thinking good thoughts for you..
Hope

[Anastasia513]

I'm still having a hard time eating..iv'e stopped forcing myself to throw up what i ate ..it was starting to bother me about what i was doing..but im still not wanting to eat as much..I cant stand looking at myself in themirror and seeing all this fat on me. all 298 pounds of it.and it makes me cry every time i think about it. i have pictures of models stuck to my fridge and every time i look at them it prevents me from opening the fridge..and if i do eat its ol\nly like once or twice a day.

[renee18]

Hello. I am sorry that you are having a hard time. We just have to take one day at a time and sometimes one hour at a time. What kind of fruit or vegatables do you like? When I have a hard time eating I try to eat foods that I really like, like yogert or bananas or something that is healthy. I know it is hard to do but you can do it. you are beautiful just the way you are. God made you beautiful. My couselor told me to get rid of my scale. maybe you should do the some. I am here for you and I understand what you are going through. Your not alone. We are here for you.

Hugs*
Renee

[Hopefloats]

Oh Ana...I want to tell you to take those pix down of those models...please. I would prefer you write some positive sayings and post them on the fridge. Write down some things about healthy eating. But please...those models are just not "reality." And many of them have eating disorders too. I guess what I am trying to say in the most loving way is I don't want you to compare yourself to others. You are a beautiful person and unique to who you are....

I hear your pain, and please remember to reach out and get the help and support that you need. Not eating can keep the weight on as well. The body reacts in a way that when we don't feed it, it thinks that it may never get food again, and in return it keeps all of the fat for nutrition. I learned that on Dr. Oz. Can I suggest getting one of his books on healthy eating.

I am keeping in mind that you have this eating disorder...but sometimes the more we know and the more we reach out, the easier it is to work in our recovery. I am not sure I have the "right" words here...but most of all, please know that I am offering (((you)) much caring and support