Is having a hard time today

[renee18]

About four weeks ago I started working with a counselor that speicalizes in eating disorders and things were going good then today I slipped and binged. Now i am mad at myself and disappointed in myself. i did so good all week then today I fell to the pressure of being an adult and everything else i am dealing with and i just eat and eat til I was too full. Stupid i know and after I felt no better then when I started. Duh I know food wont help but i still eat everything I ate. I have counseling tomorrow so I hope she can help me. I am so tired of this crap. I was making progress then I fell again. I am so tired of falling. I just want to be happy again.

Renee

[Chy]

Honey, sometimes we have to fall over and over before we can learn to stand strong and tall. Please don't beat yourself up. You HAVE made really good progress, no one can take that away from you. Work it out with your counselor tomorrow. WE all have good and not so good days in whatever recovery path we're on. Now you just move forward and continue to work harder. *hugs*

[renee18]

Chy thanks for the encouragement. Counseling today went good, but it was hard work. She gave me a few things to do until we meet on Monday again and I am so glad that I have this new counselor. She is so non-judging and caring.

Today was a much better day, but i think I am coming down with a cold. aww

Renee